"Being a full-time mother is one of the highest salaried jobs, since the payment is pure love."
--Mildred B. Vermon

Friday, May 18, 2012

ugh........

baby has been extra fussy lately, behind on house work and lots of stuff to do plus lots of stuff i wish i could do. wishing i knew how to obtain more self discipline, i want to be a better me, been wanting it for a while actually but i dont know where to start or how to keep it up. not happy with alot of things myself being the main problem in almost all of them. I want a cleaner more organized house and to get rid of all the crap we have collected, i want to not be so damned depressed about everything, i want to have more time and money for my garden, i want to keep up on the housework, i want to plan try to do a weekly craft with my daughter, i want to loose weight at least 20 pounds but my ultimate goal is 30, i want more energy and more time with my husband, and maybe some time with friends too. Again though lots of problems with not enough solutions. i wish i knew how to get all this done. i want to try to take steps to achieve it but i have no idea were to start everything is just over whelming i feel like im being drowned..........

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